i'm back!!!

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like i'd said i'm back

and the break was over -*- suckss

I just watch 500with summer yesterday
it's meant to b something for me to watch this movie

the question is why???
why ??

the movie was good though, i like it, especially the sound tracks, lov'em a lotttt!!!!

it's kinda made me realize something some how???
but i just dont know what exactly that i realized??
but deep down i kinda know!!!!

today, no, i mean 5 minutes ago, i saw something that could brakes my heart....
but it doesnt??? or it does, but i just dont felt it

if it was month or two month or three month ago, what i saw today definitely gonna kill me some how, NOT literally though !!!!!!!!

but today, right now it doesnt......
i feel nothing...... i dont feel it at all. is my feeling gone dead???? or is it my heart that numbs????
or i just pretended that i'm fine????


......

but


i guess that i just realize how to deal with it, or maybe i guess that i just gone crazyyy
i dont know??

but if u ask me what is my feelling??

i would say that i'm still...........

it is easy to forget something
but it is hard to forget someone, especially whom u had special feeling....

so, you know what, i'm not gonna try to forget it
i'm just gonna live with it

and one day

one day


i'm pretty much sure that i'll be fine.....^^