well, i supposed i have to say that i totally forgot that i have such thing called blog
so i've decided to you know! make some changes around it, turn out pretty well i guess?
what have i been up to lately? let see.................................. i guess nothing!
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oh yeah how can i forget about this, oh well i'll tell you right now then......
im kinda going back to thailand..... crazy isnt it? of all these years, now im actually going back! FINALLY!
the last time i uploaded the blog was about a year ago, i mean almost a year ago.
lots of lots of things happened in my life. like....travel around the US. for example!
yes, i did it and it changed me. im grad i did it. well since this is not a travel blog, and i cant seem to remember all the detail of all the things that had happened to me, im just going to leave it that way
hmmm what do i want to say...................?
the reason i found my way back to this blog is because a good friend of mine"fon"uploaded her blog like she always did. and i happened to remember that i also have a blog of my own
so it would be ashame if i dont "up" my own blog since i have it......so here i am
i went through all of the things i wrote on this blog the past year
and it was kinda funny, you know read your own words, but not the present you but the past
i see me again, the old me!
not that there is a lot differences between the "old" me and the "new" me
but i cant say that there arent any
here is what i recall from last year blog:
1.i was such a lazy ass
2.i didnt do much
3.i was sad about some silly things
4.i skipped my first class since i moved here(and have been skipping ever since)
5.i was pretty much a lazy ass
i c progress in my life the past year, i mean if we leave the "lazy ass" part away cause im still lazy
but here is the big progress in my life.......im not sad nor miserable anymore! which is kind of a big deal to me. you see last year i was sad because i found out about something, but ever since that day i healed. i mean not right away but you know, gradually... and know i never felt better
i finished my sophomore yr with an excellent grade like i wanted to or i hoped to
im living with my family again, we have a house of our own for the first time since.....who knows!
my mom is doing great, she has a job, im doing great both physically and mentally, joon.....hmm
well joon is still a bitch sometimes....lots of times hahaha but we figured it out
i mean life can be very harsh on you sometimes or all of the time but that just how life is
you cant run away from it, you cant change what already happened, you cant prevent whats going to happen either, all you can is just keep living it
im trying not to blame anythings that happen unexpectedly anymore
well because there is nothing to blame and because still if you blame it nothing changes anyway!
what happened still happened
i know life can be a bitch to you sometimes, but let it be, because life after bitches is such a nice place!
lala
